@noTh3r 1 more month

Time really flies... @.@
when i realise about it, all the things had been over...
well..
what a hell week that i passed last week??
SAT & SUN ( 13&14 Dec )
--> buy and prepare all the food that need to sell during our cyberp
(popiah ,rojak, buy all the fruits and cut it) it's really a SUCKS work !!

MON ,TUES & WED ( 15,16,17 Dec)
--> cyberP selling food @@

WED (17 Dec)
--> Presentation of cyberP at 1.10pm
--> Exam at 8pm ( note that the whole week busy~ing for cyberP)

THURS (18 Dec)
--> Presentation of ecomm at 9am

* During mon- wed everyday woke up at 4am but SLEPT AT 1am !!
* Luckly it's REALLY ONCE IN OUR LIFE TIME !!
* NEVER and EVER want to try this again !!

and now..
1 more assignment and 1 more report to hand up...
and finally final exam is coming....
huhh...
another restless week...
GANBATTE NEHHH my dear friends~~~
(^@^)

MoRn!nG

Ohayougozaimasu...
one month didn't touch my blog...
quite miss it...
^___^
early EARLY in the morning...what should I do?
now suppose to be changing clothes...eating breakfast...going to class...
(^@^)
jz a shortly update so that reader won't forget me
hehe...
in the 1st place I think that wana blog about our gathering...
but..TOO MANY FRIENDS have updated their blog with it..
so..
I no need to blog it looo...
^^
well...
times up..
c ya later...

Ch@nG3$ oF my h@!r sTyl3

After I changed my hair style..
ALL of my friends were SHOCKED..
their first question is..
WHY U "PULL STRAIGHT"YOUR HAIR?
huhh..
I think i had answer it for over than hundred times..
^__^
Did I really changed a lot when i change my hair style?
I duno...coz by default I'm straight hair and became curly hair before I entered MMU..
maybe because of that..
all of you get shocked!
paiseh ar..hehehe
hmm..
this is my old hair style..

So..how was it?
cute?
not cute?
nice?
not nice?

and this is my new look..

Is it really got BIG different?
I duno..
let you all decide ba...
^_^

k3n@ t@G..

TAG RULEZ..
1. Take a recent photo of yourself or take a photo or yourself right now.
2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix you hair.. just take a photo.
3. Post that photo with NO editing.
4. Post these instruction with your photo.
5. Tag 5 people to do this.

baka face...

5 person i w@nA t@G
i) sOph!@
ii) nG!3 joOnG
iii) sHiN y!
iv) 淬缌
v) p3! jUn

Those who kena tag..dun blame me..
go blame NG KOK HONG..
he tag me in the 1st place..
so..
i TERPAKSA tag you all..
paiseh ooo..
let all of us c c ur cat face also ba...
nite nite...
^__^

Sh3 will never see again..

She is my aunt..
she jz attended my sis graduation ceremony on 30th August...
but...
she will never and never attend my graduation ceromony anymore..
NEVER N NEVER ...
SHE LEFT US.... 2.42 am on 16th Oct..
she left us without everyone notice...
and yet.. that time I'm still eating my AIS notes.. my cousin called me...
while my cousin calling me...my sis call in again n again..
at that time..I knew..something bad happened to my family..
but I still not sure who is that..
and finally.. after get know from my cousin sister..I shocked..I panic..I nearly crazy..
I cant accept it at all..
WHY?WHY SHOULD IT HAPPEN TO HER? ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she just 42 years old..her life is just starting...
at this age..she can start to enjoy her life and visit to any country that she want..
but..she never never will has that chance again..
she is my aunt..my ONLY aunt in my life...
she sayang me the MOST among all 21 nephews...
she was..she always be sayang me the most..
whatever I want..she will give me as she can...
when I not enough money to pay fees..
she didn't ask anything but just give me RM3000..
when i just joking around that I want a new handphone during my sis convocation..
the day after that she suddenly called me and asked what model
I want..
not only this..
since I'm small..
no...should be say like this..
since I born..
she always take care of me..
sayang me..
whenever she's there..as she can..
she always be there for me..
why a such good and nice person will left me while she should not be?????
I ask god..but never get a reply..
16th Oct at 3am..after get that call..i rush to Hospital Selayang..
but I still got exam 9am..
everyone including my dad also ask me don't go..
because I still got exam in Friday morning..
but I can't..
I can't just left my aunt at hospital and yet..
I can't go and see her last face..
last...
forever...
because her funeral is held on yesterday morning when I still sat for my AIS paper..
I'm reali not willingly to let her go..
I will never to let her go..
my mom's ONLY younger sister..
our cousin sisters ONLY aunt..
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
when I'm 7 years old...my grandpa left us..
that age..I'm still small and can't know the feeling of sadness as well..
when I'm 17 years old..my grandma left us..
that age..I'm began to know what is death..
and I still remember the sadness that time I had..
now..
and NOW...
WHY SHOULD YOU LET ME KNOW AGAIN?
I'm 20 years old..
and know ENOUGH the meaning of death..sadness..insaneness..
I can't afford it anymore...
I still can't accept it...
should say..
I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT the truth..
I don't want..
mum ask me..sis ask me..everyone ask me..
just grieve over ur aunt..
and believe that she is going to a place that is peacefully..happily..painlessly world..
is she going there? a place with peaceful and cheerful?
is she enjoying her life there right now?
aunt..I bless you..happy there..troubleless there..painless there..
I love you forever..
We will never and never forget about you..
We love you forever...
remember to live ever happy there...
cheerful..
We will trying not to sad..but be happy that you are enjoying there..
without any illness..sickness..
I LOVE YOU...

Cristina Glass
' My love will get you home'

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get
you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you
home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home,
Aunt, my love will get you home.

Aunt... I wish you will get your way to back home..
or wherever you feel happy there..
I miss you..
forever..

My sister graduation

21 days din come to visit my own blog..
quite miss it.. *_*
hmm..today I'll blog about a blog that shoud be post one month ago..
^_^
see..how lazy I am..paiseh ar..
Excatly one month ago..my ONLY sister finally graduated loo..
hehe..
here are some photo..

My "quan jia fu"

My cousin's couple n my sis

My cousin sis & sis

If I dun tell u we r sister,do u know it? ^_^

Well..finally she graduated from her studies..
quite lonely because she went to Singapore after she graduated..
She is my ONLY sister and so..
no one will quarrel with me..play with me..rebut things with me..
not really biasa now...
+.+ wuwuw...miss u sis..gan dong ma?
hehehe..
hope she is doing fine there right now..
and..
remember..
faster get your job and find money for me to finish my study..
wakakaka...

* a bit boring de me..so that got this blog..

It's late now

It's 3:13am now..
suppose to be on my way to meet Mr.Chow but I'm still not..
jz back from yam cha at OT(old town)..
drank a cup of white coffee..
and I think maybe it is the reason why I still can't sleep..
finding some info for tomorrow on air slot..
and now started to feel a little bit sleepy..
well..
excatly ONE MONTH didn't update my blog..
seems like feel strange to my own blog(gosh..duno how to blog ledi..)
hmm..
NG KOK HONG!! 1st day know me?
duno I like to be angry with u ALL THE TIMES??
baka!!!
I like to angry with you even without any reason~~~
blekkkkkkkkk...
so fast it going to the end of this semester..
next week will be the last week for this semester...
feel a little bit weird..
because never feel that times passed so fast like this before..
and I'm getting older and older..(maybe should be elder and elder?? ^_^)
oh ya!! I just know that one of my roomate is SMALLER THAN ME 20 days..
haha..I'm so happy that I'm not the SMALLEST one anymore among the friends that I know..
huhhhh...
eyes getting closer and closer...
it's time to say bye bye lo...
goodbye everyone and sweet dreamzzz..
must be dream of me oh..
(^@^)
nitezzz..(or should be good morning??)

h3@rT brOk3N~

It is 2.51am now..

I should be on my bed..but can't sleep at all..

Am I an insignificant person?

YES!!! I AM!!

in every field..

school's friends..even in love also like that!!!

I'M IDIOT!! I'M BAKA!! I'M FOOL!!

hated by people..disgusted by people..unwanted by people..

when can I release from this situation??

4 n half years..is it a long time?

should I let it go?

should I break it up?

I don't know..

I'm tired...with everything..

when can I release from this suffering?

I don't know..

and I hope..

that day will come to me soon..

I really hope..wish..

No+ @ r3laX hol!dAy

It's seems to be a tough mid term break..
yesterday get an email from my group leader..
and it remind me to start my assign task..
haizz..
y Uni's life full of assign..mid term..test..quiz..exam..
who the hell say that Uni's life is enjoying?
LIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after reading my fren's blog-->NG KOK HONG
I felt that Im not longer belong to their group..
I seems to be left behind by them...
I'm EXTRA~~~suddenly got that feeling..
lonely..is not a horrible feeling..
and I used to it..
since I'm small..
now..it just let me revise the feeling again...

WaOoOOOoo

Wao..
It seems to be almost 1 month I didn't update my blog..
such a long long time..
So..wat I busy with throughout this whole month?
Actually I also not really sure what had I done..
^__^
oh ya..
I became on air DJ..every tuesday night..
started last week...and so with next next next ...week..
hmm..
now,12:14pm..actually Im supposed to be in class now to have my MA class..
but i ponteng,jz bcoz I havent finish study my AIS mid term..
but I blogging at here pulak..
feel a bit sorry to myself..
@_@
tommorrow night have AIS mid term..
actually I really can't imagine what question will the lecturer come out..
studying computer...hardware...software..hardisk..secondary storage...
omg...Im a PC's IDIOT~~~~
what is this all about???
argh~~~~~~
help~~~ +.+
haizzz..the lecturer slides so thick..
I cant even hafal all..
I will die de..
well..
on the other hand..when I think that this weekend will start our mid term break..
then I become so excited already..
sure..there will have another 3 mid terms after midterm break..and so the assignment get to hand up...but anyway..I still feel happy..
because I can stay at my lovely home for 1 week..
yeppie~~~~
somore,the Monday after mid term break do not have classes..
so I can come back to MMU on Monday or even Tuesday afternoon..
yeah yeah~~~ (^@^)
waoo...
its 12:21pm already loo...
okok,I gtg loo...
if not reali cant finish my AIS study..
sayonara~~~
I think..
I only will update my blog during mid term break ba~~
hehehe..
tata

DAMN DOWN NOW~~

I never met such thing b4..
y can I so ben dan?
how can I lost my car's key?
I duno..I reali duno..
every1 asked me hw i lost it..
I tell u all...I REALI DUNO!!!!!!!!!!!
I duno when I lost it!!
I duno how I lost it!!
I duno where I lost it!!
I duno how long I lost it!!
I reali duno...
I jz knw that yesterday nite I still go to my car and take something from my car..
before I went for my dinner..
I jz realised I lost my key this morning..
How come I so stupid?
How come I din alert at all?
when they ask me this Q..
my tears..cant control and drop out...
I blame myself!!!
Y I SO STUPID?
I scare..
I panic..
I duno wat to do..
but luckly got kok hong help me go to security and report to them..
thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks...
the result is..
the claim my car...
but its make me calm down..
at least SUM1 that get my key wun drive it out..
and to SUSHI...thanks a lot coz u borrow ur car to me..
thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks thanks...
and...
PLEASE~~~~~~~
to the one who get my key...
pls return it to me...
please..please..please..
好心有好报
I reali apreaciate YOU...
I hope...
I hope that I will get back my key...
now...
or might be tomorrow morning..
when I open my eyes..
I hope that my car's key will on my table..
I wish...
GOD bless me...

$o f@st

like sit in a helicopter..
3 weeks like that fly away ledi..
2day is wednesday..
after 3 days..which is saturday..
get to go back to the jail again..
wuwuwu..
petrol increase..
cannot go back to hometown every week ledi..
sad sad..sob sob..
cannot go out sesuka hati ledi..
no entertainment at all ledi..
wuwuwu..
mood...
bcum down..
relationship..better a bit..
to whose so care of me de..
thanks ooo...
feel so warm..
muakzzz... ^__^
saturday..get to pindah rumah again..
sien~~tired oso..
luckly this time my parents will help me..
hehe..
so..my Uni's frens..
c u all loo..

DuNo..

times really flies..
my 3 weeks holiday..is ledi "fly"1 week..
left another 2 weeks..
actually,wat had I did for last whole week..
I reali duno..
I felt blur..I felt sad..I felt unhappy..
I'm not happy at all vif my holidays..
WHY??
i dun even knw..
many many things are around me and make me upset..
next sem..frens are moving out from hostel to cyberia..
LEFT ME ALONE in hostel..
oo..nope..still hv jackie n vin yee..
next sem..everything will be change..
I think..
the feels of this sem will not longer wujud for next sem..
WILL we?
friendship..relationship..family..
y everything everything are so complicated?
feel tired..this feeling never have before..
and "him"..
I never had that feel towards him before..
sad..tired..speechless..
and I never cry so much before like now in my lifetimes..
why?
wonder~ing..
hope that..everything will be fine..
after i wake up..
hope..
reali hope..

四川地震

四川的地震。。
来得突然，令到几万人流离失所，痛失亲人！！
很悲哀的消息。。
是人为的呢？还是天灾呢？
地球愤怒了。。开始反击了。。
海啸~地震~雪灾~
一切的一切，是因为地球开始反击了。
人类要何时才能觉悟呢？
砍伐树木，污染环境，建筑高楼，开发森林。。
令到地球的情况越来越糟糕。。。
不懂百年后的地球，是否还会存在呢？
咱们百年后的子子孙孙，是否还能见到如今的太阳和月亮呢？
很害怕，真得很害怕！！
地球的温度开始升高，两极的冰川开始融化，海的水平线开始升高，陆地开始北海洋吞没。。。到最后，还会有陆地的存在吗?
到最后，还会有人类的存在吗？
到最后，还会有生物的存在吗？
再不好好爱护及恢复咱们的家--地球，
真不敢想象，地球会变成什么样子？？！！
环保的速度，比得上人类破坏地球的速度吗????!!!!!
我很怀疑~~
人类，会绝种吗？？

*悲哀的*

f!n@lLy looo

hapi~~~ing

finally start my holiday loo...

after move out everything from my hostel..

ALONE OOOO~~

i moved out alone...

haizzz..

go up..go down..go down..go up..

around 10 times..

finally finish move out everything from my hostel..

tired oo..reali tired tired tired..

and get to say bye bye to my room which I stay for 1 yr..

and..

now..

finally..

start holiday loo..

yeppi yeppi~~

wana be a fei ren for the rest 3 weeks..hehe

so..

now..

wana enjoy my holiday loo..

c ya..

(^@^)

FISH MMU

GOOD~~~~~~

WAT THE FISH MMU~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BLOCK MUSIC on my blog????????????????

wat is music??

music got any contents of PORN??

HAR??????

CAN U TELL ME PLSSSSS CITS??

reali nth to do vif u all is it?

so that so free to block our things is it?

speechless..

fxxx..dun misunderstanding..

is FISH..

can u pls GIVE ME BACK MY MUSIC??

arghhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~

okie..

dun talk abt the stupid CITs ..

talk abt my life TODAY...

such a...

painful..

stressful..

day..

FAR...wat a TOUGH paper..

and I cant even imagine wat result i will get..

oppss...tis sentence seems like got a little bit same vif stupid ng kok hong..

(*@*)

its true...really can't imagine ..

haizz..

if early know...

wat a wonderful sentence "if early know"..

and now..ME...

suffer~~ing in hostel for coming 40 hrs..

and get to say bye bye to my room--hb4 wing B 2017...

wat a greatful room if compare vif other's ppl room..

however...

I only can stay here for 40 hrs more..

and get to move out after 40 hrs..

I had spent my 1 yr life in this room..

one yr..seems very long..

but actually...

everthing jz like happened yesterday..

StilL can remember the 1st day when i joined the orientation..

still can remember the 1st day when i knew the new frens..

still can remember the 1st day i joined the wrong group during orientation..

everything everything..

still can remember..

and now..

WE ALL are stepping into 2nd yr..

OLD ppl in the sch ledi..

feel a little bit sad..

and..

WE still have 3 yrs to go..

actually..

time reali flies..

haizzz..

* mood down~ing.. *

HuhHhh..

Huhh...
another stupid subject over again..
AIS..make me pening n headache..
finally..its OVER..
but..still got 4 more subjects to go..
still have 9 more days to go(suffer)..
hope that I can get a good result in this subject..
although I hate it..
and again..
MACRO exam on thursday..
from now..still have 45 hours to FIGHT WITH IT!!
haizz..
y student's life full of exam..exam..exam.........?????
arghhhhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~
in primary school..i like exam..coz I'm de best..
in secondary school..I started to change..
I started to become lazier n lazier...
and now..
in Uni's life..I HATE EXAM ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
but..I cant avoid from it..
it is a MUST in my life..I have no choice..
and hope that...
I will not make my parents feel disappointed..
hope...
hopefully...
hope that...
but..
now..I feel sleepy..
maybe I should get some rest..
c u...

M0+h3R'$ d@Y

! +think..
this might be the 1st time that i din celebrate vif my lovely mother on mother's day..
coz..the FISH MMU!!!!!!!!!
arrange my 1st exam today..YES!!! TODAY!!! SUNDAY PLUS MOTHER'S DAY...
reali speechless..
make me can't celebrate with my mummy..
then..my sister went for a camp last 3 days..
so..nobody will celebrate with my mum..my pity mum~~
luckly..I jz knew that my cousin went back to my hometown n celebrate with my mum..
luckly..reali feel thankful to them..
yi xin..yi zhong n yi ding..my dearest cousin sister n brother..
muakkzzzz..
somore..they oso bought a big big big bouquet of flower for my mum..
hehe..i think quite expensive oo.. (^@^)
but anyway..they got that heart..and my mum reali felt happy about that coz they purposely go back and celebrate with her..she is HAPPY~~~~~~
and me????? haizzz..
suffer~~ING in MMU...
nvm..mum..wait me for another 2 weeks ooo..
then i go back and treat u a big meal ^_____^
mum..HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY...
wish all the MOTHERs in the world..
H@p! m0+h3R'$ d@y..

D!s@pPoiNTeD

HaiZZzzzZz...
super duper disappointed towards myself..
even ONE WORD also din write for the Q1..
10 marks gone..
left 55 marks..
then another 15 marks question duno how to do..
only blowing water there..
so..15 marks gone again..
left 40 marks..
if minus here minus there.......
haizzzzzz....duno left how many marks ler?
WONDER~~ING
but..at least at least at least have to left 20 marks..
coz..
I DUN WAN FAIL LA...
wuwuwu~~~
NG KOK HONG~~~UR FAULT LA...
who ask u create a new blog during study week?
then make me wana fight vif u n create another blog...
chou ng kok hong~~huai ren~~~~~~~~
haizz..
5 more subjects to go..
ganbatte yooo ping ying~~~~~

* wing

Wu Li@o

Reali CHAM loo..

NEVER study tim..

eat..sleep..read novel..watch drama..

watch dram..sleep..eat..read novel..

this is wat a life that i had done this week..

still have 37 hours to go..

for my final..

Principle of Marketing..

the worst subject in this sem..

how?how?how?

haizz..who ask me so lazy?

reali a lazy lazy gal..

hw to cure? i wan medicine..

(^@^)

wish every1 all de best in final ooo..

* WinG

For fun..

Hmm..acutally i got 1 space liao de..
but..jz for fun..so that create another blog..
(^@^)
coz i wana fight with ng kok hong..
coz he create a new blog at here..
so that i also create a new blog at here..
hehe..
If i do not introduce this blog to my friends..
they will know it?
hmm..i don't think so..
so..here..really is my own small small world..
happy~ing..
crazy~ing..
38~ing..
down~ing..
fan~ing..
exam~ing..
so so so many things around me..
make me fan..make me crazy..make me hate..
hate..
haizz..