Sh3 will never see again..

She is my aunt..
she jz attended my sis graduation ceremony on 30th August...
but...
she will never and never attend my graduation ceromony anymore..
NEVER N NEVER ...
SHE LEFT US.... 2.42 am on 16th Oct..
she left us without everyone notice...
and yet.. that time I'm still eating my AIS notes.. my cousin called me...
while my cousin calling me...my sis call in again n again..
at that time..I knew..something bad happened to my family..
but I still not sure who is that..
and finally.. after get know from my cousin sister..I shocked..I panic..I nearly crazy..
I cant accept it at all..
WHY?WHY SHOULD IT HAPPEN TO HER? ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she just 42 years old..her life is just starting...
at this age..she can start to enjoy her life and visit to any country that she want..
but..she never never will has that chance again..
she is my aunt..my ONLY aunt in my life...
she sayang me the MOST among all 21 nephews...
she was..she always be sayang me the most..
whatever I want..she will give me as she can...
when I not enough money to pay fees..
she didn't ask anything but just give me RM3000..
when i just joking around that I want a new handphone during my sis convocation..
the day after that she suddenly called me and asked what model
I want..
not only this..
since I'm small..
no...should be say like this..
since I born..
she always take care of me..
sayang me..
whenever she's there..as she can..
she always be there for me..
why a such good and nice person will left me while she should not be?????
I ask god..but never get a reply..
16th Oct at 3am..after get that call..i rush to Hospital Selayang..
but I still got exam 9am..
everyone including my dad also ask me don't go..
because I still got exam in Friday morning..
but I can't..
I can't just left my aunt at hospital and yet..
I can't go and see her last face..
last...
forever...
because her funeral is held on yesterday morning when I still sat for my AIS paper..
I'm reali not willingly to let her go..
I will never to let her go..
my mom's ONLY younger sister..
our cousin sisters ONLY aunt..
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?
when I'm 7 years old...my grandpa left us..
that age..I'm still small and can't know the feeling of sadness as well..
when I'm 17 years old..my grandma left us..
that age..I'm began to know what is death..
and I still remember the sadness that time I had..
now..
and NOW...
WHY SHOULD YOU LET ME KNOW AGAIN?
I'm 20 years old..
and know ENOUGH the meaning of death..sadness..insaneness..
I can't afford it anymore...
I still can't accept it...
should say..
I DON'T WANT TO ACCEPT the truth..
I don't want..
mum ask me..sis ask me..everyone ask me..
just grieve over ur aunt..
and believe that she is going to a place that is peacefully..happily..painlessly world..
is she going there? a place with peaceful and cheerful?
is she enjoying her life there right now?
aunt..I bless you..happy there..troubleless there..painless there..
I love you forever..
We will never and never forget about you..
We love you forever...
remember to live ever happy there...
cheerful..
We will trying not to sad..but be happy that you are enjoying there..
without any illness..sickness..
I LOVE YOU...

Cristina Glass
' My love will get you home'

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes, my love will get
you home.
If your troubles break your stride, my love will get you
home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashamed, my love will get you home.
When there's only you to blame, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home.

If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me, my love will get
you home.
Aunt, my love will get you home,
Aunt, my love will get you home.

Aunt... I wish you will get your way to back home..
or wherever you feel happy there..
I miss you..
forever..