Saturday, August 9, 2008

h3@rT brOk3N~

It is 2.51am now..
I should be on my bed..but can't sleep at all..
Am I an insignificant person?
YES!!! I AM!!
in every field..
school's friends..even in love also like that!!!
I'M IDIOT!! I'M BAKA!! I'M FOOL!!
hated by people..disgusted by people..unwanted by people..
when can I release from this situation??
4 n half years..is it a long time?
should I let it go?
should I break it up?
I don't know..
I'm tired...with everything..
when can I release from this suffering?
I don't know..
and I hope..
that day will come to me soon..
I really hope..wish..

Monday, August 4, 2008

No+ @ r3laX hol!dAy

It's seems to be a tough mid term break..
yesterday get an email from my group leader..
and it remind me to start my assign task..
haizz..
y Uni's life full of assign..mid term..test..quiz..exam..
who the hell say that Uni's life is enjoying?
LIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
after reading my fren's blog-->NG KOK HONG
I felt that Im not longer belong to their group..
I seems to be left behind by them...
I'm EXTRA~~~suddenly got that feeling..
lonely..is not a horrible feeling..
and I used to it..
since I'm small..
now..it just let me revise the feeling again...